You will want to quit repeatedly. I’m in my 3rd year of the “dissertation” and I think my committee is unnecessarily making me jump through all of these hoops when they’ve let other students in my group pass on through with much less complicated projects. This is the first time I have laughed about having to do this. If you wish to keep up your forward momentum you should be able to! I was speechless and honestly I still cannot believe that…. Instead, I’m editing a chapter. A full semester of work for a bachelor’s level research paper. It is a huge relief to scream from the rooftops, “I hate this thing!”. Ha ha, you have to read ANoTher draft/section. Research and studies do engulf your life and life catches up – if the balance is not there or the reasons you are pursing are solely monetary … than maybe you are right. Bottom line: Even if I finish the diss, I will never get a job. Also late to the party, but man this is totally what I did in hindsight. I also have asked your questions….. Most of us will keep going … spite or not. как вариант, этот перевод на OS Windows “десятку” бывает если был приобретен абсолютно новый ПК либо нетбук (ноутбук). Thank you for the post, even though I still don’t quite understand this “spite” thing. Hey folks, after six years of writing my damn dissertation, tomorrow I am finally going to defend it!!! I feel you, guys. Depressed, angry, frustrated with feedback. Understanding & Sharing the Understanding. (I have 4/5 chapters written, with 3 of them read by my co-chairs). REPLY. Miss Moxie… whatever it takes! the actual project started 2 weeks ago…. Her replacement could not act as my chair and wanted me to select another. Come on; take a sigh of relief, and you will see everything molt right in front of your eyes. and it is for a good reason! Every time I got to compose I find myself hitting dead end. This process and what I am feeling about this process- IS NORMAL! so much of it is me right now as i struggle to complete the last leg of my masters degree. there were other students working / helping on it too…. I didn’t care about anything but the answer to the question, when will the misery of this experience end? I don’t have spite either, however, I was told by my advisor – I don’t need to change the world … just get it done – so I am reducing the scope of my study and setting more manageable goals. am late… tho not a party.. She went on to say she was ‘withdrawing as my chair’ because of my communication or lack of it. (Hell- I’d even go to the President!). start this??? I wanted to finish it on time, didn’t happen, got one extension and now my supervisor has suggested a longer extension which will take it through to the end of November, another month and a half of pure torture. Hang in there. You’s think remembering 10 things would be that hard- right?! GRRRRRRRR!! So, all of this is so foreign to me. I don’t know what. under the belt. I’ve been thru Ca, 5 I surgeries in the past year, what else, but I want the degree!!! I also become quite sad and hopeless at times. I want to get out but its too late. I went to a local, bottom tier school because it was the only thing I could afford, so I’m not going to have a worthwhile degree. Congratulations on finding what ever works to help you cross the graduation line! Well, i guess i better channel my inner “Spiter” :-). Between chit-chat he said that “because I have to put my life back together, bla bla”…. Before I started, I had a conversation with a drug rep acquaintance and the subject of unfinished dissertations came up. The time you have to finish the dissertation can be limited. It just may do the job! sorry your committee member died, I hope they were saved.. but that is so fn ironic. May the Force be with you……. All of my things are late most of the time and I’m just crawling along. (which is from the same university) As I expected, I missed the Distinction due to a suffering dissertation that has some flaws since the beginning and it suffered other issues amplified by the pandemic, but what is bugging me is the dissertation grade is even lower than my average grade. Yes, eat some more of my writing. The spite attitude is keeping me going. Finished one month ago. Thanks for making me laugh! I do want to finish, I’m so close and don’t want to waste this time, effort, or enrollment money. But that wasn’t a heroic choice. Gordon, Stopped working, let it slide, left in a tiny sad moment of me to my useless supervisor…’this isn’t working is it?’ ‘Re um no, what are you doing again?’ ,,, then once I’ve reminded him, he says ‘you’re very good at lecturing though, maybe you should do that’….. I am supposed to be defending diss proposal soon.. my advisor habitually ignores me, doesn’t read my stuff completely or thoroughly, or respond to emails…embarrasses me, pressures me, and then politically makes me feel like crap to cover for her inattentiveness. What beautiful words! It’s not just me! Reply. PedalRon… grammar is the new pick axe… I have heard your tale more times than I care to mention in the last few years. Its just another task … or longer paper and I am not alone – even though I read and don’t like it – oh well – for now – thanks for the support! In the middle of hell now… bad enough that I just google’d “Dissertation Hell” and found you. . DO? I agree with all that all previously have written! I’m really down to the re-editing and re-organizing phase. For example, I take responsibility for not doing more research about academia before I enrolled in Humanities graduate school. -JUST KEEP SWIMMING. At least a Phd is free in the chokey. Change ), You are commenting using your Google account. Great words. I try to work evenings, but have no motivation after already being at a computer 8-9 hours. its good to know that so many have suffered just as i am. In a recent meeting my advisor defended academia ad nauseum. Why writing help? Who wouldn’t be? Those are the five words that are threatening to break you down. What you wrote- simply put- PERFECT! самогонный аппарат добрый жар триумф 20, зимний парфюм: аромат roberto cavalli nero assoluto /покупочки косметики, Доброго утра subside- if only for enough time to read and write. I can handle 10 weeks of this, especially if I’ll be done forever! Keep it up! Thanks for this blog! We just need to think of that stupid little hill that needs to be climbed every day. Two semesters ago, I applied and was hired for the job I figured I would get at the end of the doctoral degree The dilemma – do I enjoy the job I have and be ever grateful to have it while still ABD or do I finish the job I started out 3 years ago. Look out the window – Instead, we are out of energy, reading each other’s negativistic comments. go to bed dead on the same time and get up dead on the same time… and try to have at least one 20 minute walk somewhere where there aren’t many people so you can rant at the horrid protagonists in your corner of academia! Two weeks left and want to quit but can’t. . My dissertation is killing me! Not one positive note. The process of this phd.. og my gad, what a mistake! Which Writing Techniques Are The Best For You? They can have it. I hate everyone right now, even the birds singing in the trees. Universities need a wake-up call that they DO actually have responsibilities in supporting students if they are receiving money from students and governments to do just that, and are going to stamp the Doctorates with their name! I am utterly miserable and I suppose I will be for the next year “or so”. So happy you found this “outlet”! Oh well Moses had the right intentions . I was repeatedly asked for that “Last” bit of reassuring experiment when i should have been writing. I think you’ve been my inspiration to work on the damned evil D. Last week’s edits took my lit review from 38 to 15 pages…15 pages! It is not that he is hell-bent to make your dissertation hell. No one but you can know. But hold on; no one said it was going to be a walkover. Thread starter Admin Droid; Start date Jun 26, 2020; 1; 2; Next. Perfectionism/procrastination? It’s really tough too, as one is sharp and provides “big picture” feedback and knows I’m close, is supportive, AND knows I just want to finish and move on, that it doesn’t have to be the world’s best dissertation. You finished just to spite them. I go to a fairly prestigious liberal arts school where undergraduate work seems to be more of an annoying but mandatory stepping stone to some people (but not me). It helps knowing that others experience the same. I am in my 3rd year and am not really learning anything from it other than what a run-around it is. If you do, keep fighting. ( Log Out /  Either way, I feel that the PhD track just isn’t right for me. To M Kndr, currently writing my dissertation. We feel your pain and know how the endless sea of work can seem unmanageable and not worth it at times (okay, maybe “most” of the time). I have no-one to be spiteful towards, just this overwhelming sadness that I’m a failure for taking so long and after all this time, it’s unlikely I’ll get a distinction – so what the F@#$%^&*CK what has it all been for????? My mom and husband would have wanted me to finish but my brain is mush and I am depressed and literally feel like I am loosing my shit! I’m on meds to keep me awake, and meds to put me to sleep. I am often angry that the process is so subjective and I am often angry that moving forward usually hinges on the opinions of one or a few people. Thank you for your post. All model papers supplied by must be properly referenced. Must. This has never happened before. You can do it. Even if you publish a fair amount, it’s unlikely you’ll get a job. I am really trying my best to get it done by January, but I am terrified I will not be able to get it done again. every time i see my computer, i feel sick to my stomach. Efforts to follow your supervisor’s instructions do not seem to yield much. Instead, I would defend my dissertation to spite everyone who had ever told me to enroll in a graduate program because I was “smart” and smart people should just drop out of society and go to school forever, apparently. okay, sorry, just had to get that out. (Yup- you are not alone in this- your academic hell!). I feel the same way right now. The most important thing about following the best dissertation structure is that you will be able to see how to finish dissertation from previous scholars. Everyday has the same feeling of stress, regret, hate myself. I’ve stressed. Acting out of spite does not mean that one is always right or blameless, which is what makes spite different than sanctimony. What the hell was I thinking!!!??? Finish line, come to me baby. The name on this chain simply could not be better worded. Hi everyone, I'm in my 1st year of my PhD and I received the final results of my MA. It’s like the ‘d’ word is dirty. All things others who haven’t gone through the same journey have experienced and think are normal. You will think no one is as bad as you are at this whole ‘academic shit.’ But, beyond all reason….keep going. Four years! No, I’m writing a grant that is a project that’s not mine & then dealing with my adjunct duties.) My only regret is that I spent years jumping through hoops instead of not giving a shit about my results and using my access to the resources in the library to learn about everything that took my fancy. It was just what worked for me. Next Last. She also cannot grasp I just want to move on, don’t need this to get a job. Thank you. Regret central.. Keep going if you possibly can… Hell on earth as it is…. My first Content reader moved away from the university. This is the question that you should have asked before commencing the journey to write your thesis. Barren- You are too funny! as I leave adjunct land and the industry forever. You can too! I am in my sixth year, now drained in every way (trying to keep sane and live on nothing), and still working on this fuxxing phd. I’m putting as much as I can on hold, cutting out anything unnecessary, and just going full tilt for these next few weeks. I decided to stop doing that because it was just too exhausting. 9 years! AAAHHHH!!!! Take care- all my best to you and your very bright future! My essay was proofread and edited in less than a day, and I received a brilliant piece. Its a great source of inspiration and comfort for those out there trying to work on PhDs despite their supervisors’ best efforts to stifle and destroy that ambition. I literally just googled “sick of my dissertation” to see if anyone else is at this same level of misery that makes me want to sob and punch my computer screen at the same time. No one seems to understand what i’m going through, all i can do is cry … i can’t even get up in the morning and i don’t even want to open my computer. Doctoral classes are behind me and the comps as well – the only thing left (as if it was a minor thing) is the dissertation. Or medical degrees…. Have you read the above strategies and wondered. It’s quite a sting, and primarily why I haven’t pushed to get done sooner. It takes too much energy away from my ability to focus on the task at hand. Member. WELCOME. Everything must be handed in by the 25th and I have literally stacks and stacks of research I have completed….it’s just a matter of putting it into words. I guess I just need to dig deep and be ultra-optimistic and head strong. I’m not alone, but I’m still pissed about it. Nicole4eileen, Difficulty focusing on the chart review is also a problem. I don’t know what’s worse – having them pay not enough attention, or having them pay too much. The moment you picked a dissertation topic and started the research journey, perhaps it was unclear about the mountains and valleys on the way. For a moment, try to put aside the notion that my dissertation is bad and focus on the positive side. I found out the job market is more about presenting oneself as having done substantial things (shamefully trumped-up CVs) more than actually having done them. ❤. Like others I have put aside virtually all aspects of my ‘life’ to complete something that most people don’t understand and don’t care about. My advisor is great, committee members supportive but I can’t find the energy. A truly perfect addition to what is going on here! I’m numb…. Cat Soave, a recent English literature graduate from the University of York, says: “I immediately encountered problems with my dissertation supervisor. So … After a difficult year and dreading my dissertation, I decided to give it another try after all your suggestions. The most outstanding formula to finish your thesis like a pro is crafting a winning structure and working on it step after step. Really.. Impressive post. The only stepping stone I see in your way is if your deceased husband was sitting on your committee? PERSONAL APPROACH ORIENTED TO Thesis For Killing A Mockingbird EVERY CUSTOMER To ensure that our customers always get what they need, we offer real-time chat with the expert working on your project, essay or do my homework for me paper. I’m just going to keep on pushing through. Hmm. Good for you, Gordon! I would finish my dissertation to spite every professor I ever had, even the few who were not smug assholes. Tomorrow, I will only need enough energy for another small hill. There are so many times over the many, many years a PhD can take when you will be tested, mentally and physically. I email them- and WAIT MONTHS for a F#$%&*@! My dissertation is killing me. God help us that we become part of that system. We offer APA, MLA, or a Chicago style paper in almost 70 This Dissertation Is Killing Me disciplines. The world seems like its against me. I’ve been put on notice that I need a full draft by the end of March. 80 or so edits and 5 main body revisions now Thing is, there’s this thing called a dissertation which is slowly killing me from the inside out. Salute by uttering a rather simple yet That should be motivation enough. It’s interesting to compare your perspective to that of my older friend, who is a non-traditional student nearing the completion of her dissertation. Committtees never want to hear the practical difficulties, they just want their PhD students to finish quickly so it reflects well on them. Thank you. I’ve cried. Did so- but in doing so HE did not like my research method! I’m starting to feel like they’re being harder on me because they expect more because they’re obsessing over every word and thought in my dissertation and it’s driving me crazy. And f&$* those people Deborah described–esp. – my friend- I could not agree more. Spitefully finishing was a way of saying “fuck you” to the system and all the people who kept telling me that if I did everything right, things would work out. The irony was that those people who made these statements were well paid lawyers….and I think in retrospect, were basically envious of not having done a PhD since they believed those novels which describe people who do PhDs as having fun all the time. Welcome aboard! I too was encouraged to stick it out. Thanks for this comment. Yet sadly that job market is filled (how am I able to say this?) And I want my life back. normal. Is anybody still there? Every day, we receive dozens of desperate requests such as “My dissertation is killing me. We are aware of a typical student in today’s world – everything is evolving so fast, and you wish to follow suit. And yes, the pay is often not good for the hours you put in, very sad situation. I am still not motivated to get it done though. And, don’t f-ing quit! I still have a sh*tload left to do, and I fear I'm sinking fast. The spite thing is working well….this is my dahm thesis and if it kills me I am going to get the bloody thing done! How does spite work as a motivational tool? No, not the only one. PhD will come at the end of my name damn it on my GRAVE STONE! To NR, To all who find this chain- welcome! Last year I begrudgingly accepted that my quest for a TT job in history was over (six years since graduation, three of which I spent as a VAP and three as an adjunct) but I have found that I am now EAGER to leave this industry. Coffee and non-stop carbs aren’t cutting it anymore. 121 edits, 4 complete revisions, count- them- gone through 8 sitting committee members- ONE actually died! Second reader- left the university- her replacement HATED my somewhat negative 1 of 2 Go to page. Instead of struggling to craft a standard document with a high risk of failure during defense, the writing services are cheap and will get you professional dissertations. but the experience left me even more disheartened and discouraged. LET’s DO THIS, damn it! Does that work? My Second External disagreed with my premise! How can I get through this when I HATE it. Therefore, simply keep calm and finish your dissertation. The sun will rise tomorrow- (could be behind some clouds- BUT IT IS THERE!) I HATE having to work early mornings and late evenings, after working a full day. Ha, ha… anyone could get that degree. I do not want to know Mount Everest even exists, for all I want is a stack of small hills. Welcome aboard! Ok – now for the serious comment- i think now she is gonna fail me. So it works, for sure, it’s just the usual question of, ‘at what cost?’ And I will add that, now that I’m out out out for good, living well is turning out to be the awesomest revenge ever. Education & Reference > Higher Education (University +). I completely disagree with Gordon Graham – if you can’t think of any reason to finish other than “I don’t know if I should quit” then QUIT. My dissertation hand in deadline is within two months. WHATEVER IT TAKES, DO IT. i love/hate my project so bad it hurts. or what ever- & GET IT DONE! In fact, I did not care to remember. Oh you’re damn right about using spite to fire the cylinders. Nightmare to say the least. They didn’t, but I am going to push ahead with formal complaints to the uni, ombudsman AND with lawyers. I don’t know. Karl Taro Greenfeld. Turning that Dissertation Hell into Bliss, ! Although I have gone through multiple attacks from two supervisors, sometimes both at once…I have managed to somehow coax my thesis along and I am starting to close in on the finish line. Either version adds to the overall horribleness. i got here by googling “im dying my thesis is killing me” XD. I crawl ahead for people like Blairmo who commented above: “Please keep going… for those who have unfinished PhDs”… and also for all of the people that post here, and understand. I’m thinking about talking to the Chair or the Dean about that, file a complaint or something….. It’s my 6th year and my 3rd project….. almost a year wasted on research, literature review….. he had my first chapter before Christmas and didn’t read it yet…..I thought of quitting since last year but I invested so much money, time and effort that I continued hoping something will change…. I really am finishing my doctorate DESPITE the university. Late to the party. Thanks for the reprieve ! Thanks for your two cents! (I shouldn’t say “finished” because everyone knows that a dissertation is never finished. Going on 9 Years now since I started. Destroyed my self esteem. I will not crack under pressure (in a way that is visible to them anyway…LOL!). Indeed, there are many things that can stand on your way to finishing your dissertation correctly. If yes for you, good, if not, see the benefits of quitting post linked above. I want to go for the finish it for spite thing, but how do you hold on to that as long as you need it? I gave myself a mental break today and cleaned my home from top to bottom! неплохой вариант обучают работе и бизнесу That is right. We have helped others, and your case is no different. In sum: the everything about this situation.. I appreciate your kindness and positive energy!! It’s tough to concentrate. Практика показывает, что переход на ОС Виндовс 10 на нетбуке (ноутбуке) в сущности может быть продиктован несколькими поводами. 60-odd pages (50%) of writing remains. “Pull the strap tight! .” You can achieve this by doing two things: The No-Fail Secret to Writing a Dissertation… No Need For Stress. Member. ?” Or better- ” Have you considered how much editing the professor must be doing to take so long to get back to you?!”. Do you think that you have put personal relationships and experiences on temporary hold since you dedicated your time and energy to obtaining your certificate. I am sick and tired. Additionally, while I think my project and evidence need to be put out there (a totally overlooked piece of the puzzle that is actually VERY relevant today), I have a full-time job and finishing my Ph.D. will not affect my career or income in the near future. ( Log Out /  Good luck!!!! 4 Years ago to be precise. But, they are the tip of the iceberg. Students should not have to put up with all this crap. Our university has been going through ‘transition’ and each of us in the program are having to deal with a prima-donna! Obviously- that was their PhD Dissertation! Thanks Gordon. to anyone reading this, no matter what stage you are on in your postgrad hellride, just know that there is an end. no need for stress! I will have to think on it. So, I wish everyone here who is struggling, to keep up the spite, and in the words of Che Guevara, “Hasta a Victoria Siempre” (Until victory, always). Um…about 40 Ph.D. professors at three different universities have voted on this with their grading/feedback of my work. Yup! I sailed through course work and yet, cannot finish this darn dissertation. My situation is obviously nothing near to as tragic as yours but I handed in embarrassingly 3 months late! (No animals were harmed in the creation of this content). So does- living well is the best revenge! To continue will mean a brand new chair and committee as past members have moved on during the transition the university has been through. I googled “Sick from Thesis” and found this forum! I AM SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY THESIS!!!! But is not my research that makes me feel like that, but the whole academia superego, blah blah structures in which there is no progress at all, progress in a sense that no one cares how much you suffered and worked on, being rejected for every publication, being underpaid and etc. We are blowing off steam and trying to survive. I start my master thesis, almost 3 weeks gone I haven’t finished research proposal yet. I’m going back into academia when this process is over because I love to teach, but realized that the state-wide salary reporting of current Assistant Professors make half of what I currently do in full-time practice. Good luck everyone on here… Xxxx. If all this wasn’t bad enough, I was so stunned at his contradictions that it didn’t even strike me until the next day that if he really believed that is good mentorship, then why wasn’t he being a good mentor (i.e. Thank you Gordon. Find your group chat here >> start new discussion reply. The answer to the question is hard and simple. I think that is the point here . The other one nitpicks at grammar and has a view of how all dissertations should be and mine doesn’t fit it. Gotta love it. Staff member. Whether you are wondering how to finish a PhD in 3 years or a dissertation in just three months. And in the spirit of this chain- Change ), You are commenting using your Twitter account. I just gotta shut out that questioning and the fear of this mountain being insurmountable. I don’t know when I can enroll deeply into writing my thesis. Your supervisor has told you that you are on the wrong track, you are stuck on the data analysis chapter, and now you are finally sure of one thing: you are going down. When I defended my dissertation, they suggested, I would finally be able to stop earning the slave wages they paid me, which of course was all I deserved until then. I am unable to read a single paper , or a write a single word in my own without wanting to fall right asleep. I’m so sick of the topic! They didn’t break you then, and they won’t break you now. It’s great to have an outlet and share. Find what ever works! Like you, I have some doubters also (it’s hard to understand why people blatantly take pleasure in insulting us at times), but some great supporters. i feel really stuck. Come on; take a sigh of relief, and you will see everything molt right in front of your eyes. I read the postings, agree and just smile. Although, truthfully, I’m less angry now and even toyed around with aborting this project. What extension of Murphy are you? I was just very, very close so I opted to stick it out. How hard is it to write a dissertation? I read the post and comments like a thirsty person drinking water. I won’t f-ing quit though! No. Just a query for those that have completed or are in the middle of MSc studies. What a great blog… wish I had found this about eight months ago when I was REALLY beating myself up over this after becoming ill, overworked and having to stretch my masters degree into another year just for the project. Now EVERY time I pass the campus that houses my committee> Unlike the main contributor here, I cannot say I was always called clever nor do my supervisors shower me with even a droplet of praise. Everyone looked to my with killing expressions (that’s what was I told by my classmates later) because at that moment, I was searching for a valid topic to give to my instructor and then my eyes got lock on my text book write my dissertation help UK and suddenly I got a topic but it … Didn’t think I was alone, but this affirms it! But no matter what is standing on your way to crafting a winning dissertation, the no-fail secret to getting it right is seeking writing help. Mmmm, I can see that spite could be a good motivator to finishing one’s PhD dissertation but I’d have to say that in those really low points whilst trying to finish is that I had a different reason. What happens when a father, alarmed by his 13-year-old daughter's nightly workload, tries to do her homework for a week. Unless your paycheck — I would wake up angry, spend the day seething in my own bitterness, and go to sleep (if I could sleep) sullen and resentful. 15 Years teaching in New York City Schools…. Started my PhD trip back in 2006! Yup- you fit right in with the rest of us! Now follow the dissertation carefully from the start and make the next step. I just hate it, and so instead I drink tea and watch bad TV. No pressures … Not even from me … Other suggestions? (It might be why I’m reading this now.) Well said. Deadlines, gradings, etc are just a bloody distraction from what you really are there to do – learn. I’m lucky, I have a pretty good and understanding supervisor, but God I hate this piece of paper sitting beside me with all the editing marked down the column. The struggle is so real. My dissertation is due in just over two weeks, and the stress levels are increasing with each passing day. SPITE – well- I’ve nothing else to go on….. All my best to you Cici and all the others out there trying to get a PhD. The gambling game of roulette should be to do you know what selection do are categorized normally, the golf ball and set up the total number of paris. he gave the project to the other guy (a Master student) who was supposed to help me…. I NEED to finish it for a variety of reasons and I’m going to make this happen finally this spring! a day or two a week! Unfortunately, this is the only choice or I start all over again with a chair from a different department and field. Changed advisors twice. Oh my gosh Danielle – keep going. 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